I know I've not posted for a long time man.
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I shall make a resolution to post more hahahah!!
Since now my phone can connect to the internet it actually means I can blog? :D

Anyways it's just so strange how things turned up.
I've loved, I've lost, I've hurt the whole of last year.
It's been a long time too, I know.
You've found someone new, but I can't seem to get over you;
isn't that so cliche?
The other day when you started posting on your msn nick all those sweet things
you wished you could do for her, I realized that it's not so easy to let go.
I kept telling myself that I was letting go, but it's just so hard.
She's....totally a frickin BITCH and she doesn't treat you well.
It's so hard cuz I know I loved you more than she ever has.
Plus she cheated on you, what the hell are you thinking?!
It's so hard for me to be a friend and console you when all I want to do is shake
you until the facts actually SINK into your head.

It's time to let go man.
Here's a song to those who loved and lost and have yet to get over those painful moments:

Elise Estrada – Unlove You

Unfair .. unreal
I wanna tell my heart it’s a quick steal
that’d be one way
to un-love you

Undressed
Unkind
that I can’t you erase from my mind
That’d be another way
To unlove you

Even though my heart is tellin me to stay, beggin me to stay
my self-respect is telling me
I gotta walk away, so

I’m gonna say what i gotta say – do what i gotta do
I’m gonna break what i gotta break – cause you were untrue
I’m gonna hurt
I’m gonna cry
Its gonna tear me up inside
I’m gonna do what i gotta do
to unlove you .. to unlove you

Until
I heal
I wish that i could freeze every thing I feel
that’d be one way
to unlove you

Emotions
Unknown
In fact they’d only turn me into stone
and that’d be, another way
to unlove you

Even though my heart is tellin me to stay, beggin me to stay
my dignity is tellin me
I gotta walk away, so

I’m gonna say what i gotta say – do what i gotta do
I’m gonna break what i gotta break – cause you were untrue
I’m gonna hurt
I’m gonna cry
Its gonna tear me up inside
I’m gonna do what i gotta do
to unlove you .

I’ve gotta look you in the eye and tell the world the biggest lie
What choice do i have
When you hurt me so bad
Wrecked everything we had
so

I’m gonna say what I gotta say
I’m gonna do what I gotta do
to unlove you .


Okay, I promise my next post will be less emo and more about this year. :3

meh.

HELLO. UPDATED! ._.



I LOVE EARTH DAY :D
A day where we come to save mother Earth, our Gaia =o
though many people actually turned off the lights/electricity on that day,
I AM PROUD TO SAY WE DID!! :D
many many candles were lit up in our house,
though some of the wax kinda burnt onto our *ouch* hand,
we had a nice time poking at it xDD
and it looks super nice!! =o







i love my candles ._.
hehe.
after that, we watched RV (Runaway Vacation) in the dark with no fan LOL!!
SO HOT!! xD i kept getting distracted LOL!
but we managed to finish watching it w/o fan!! x33
heh. a day that we conserved energy eh. :D

OH YEAH! i think it's time to change my blogskin again when i haz the time.
anyone has any ideas? i'll make one..soon ._.
DO TELL MEH! xDD
PLUSPLUS!! I NEED A STUDY AND EXERCISE BUDDY :D
anyone who can help meh please tell me yeah =/
can't really post now, sister is asking me to help her take photos.
she wants to apply for university scholarship and they need her pics /swt lol.
bah, will post another time when i haz the time :D

*CLARA IS SICK OF TUITION .-.*

AND MORE IMAGES!! :D

HAHAHHA, WELL.
yes, i know i never update, never blog, etcetc LOL!
due to popular demand, i have decided to BLOG. (for today at least lols)
well, starting with ytd i guess =o
heheh, after school i went with XinYi to "ShinTokyo" to eat xD
quite amusing ah, i waited so frickin long for her -.-"
badminton had to take some photos, and i was so impatient to get eating(YES YES, I WAS STARVING!!) hahah.
quite amusing, i was downstairs doing my homework, listening to my mp3, and YOU GUYS popped up. LOL.
i knoww, up till now prolly are neutral(or worse) about me lols.
and its impossible to miss you guys, its such a colorful parade.
well, i wont go in on that lols.
anyways, just nice, my phone rang lols. (oh man xinyi u finally called LOL)
i called her up to 12 times xD or more. hahahahah.
oh well. ~.~ when she finally called i shifted up to the hall to find her xD
wow, waited an additional 20+mins before the last photo was finally taken T.T
i completed 3-4 paragraphs of my homework by then lols xD ahh well.
anyway, by the time we finally got there it was quite late *yawns*




i couldnt resist but to take a pic of this chandelier, its so pretty x3





DAMNIT, BLOGGER DELETED EVERYTHING I TYPED, DUMBASS! AnyWAY. *yawns* pif. she ordered a mango soda, as i said, and i ordered a blue lime one ((: i was thinking of the blue caracao one jimmy and celine ordered the other time, it tasted great xD
FUNNY. i remembered this song from this coming SYF, I LOVE IT!! xD "SOGA VILLAGE CHIEF DIED FROM DRINKING SODA" LOL! HAHAHHAAAAA. it's known as "Japanese Word Game Song" lols, maybe i'll update it when it's nearer to SYF ((:




pretty soda eh. xD she ate them cherry first, i was thinking, haaaa, i'll eat it later xD WELL GUESS WHO HAD THE LAST LAUGH T.T
apparently the fat cherry got stuck under the whole lot of ice after i finished the drink =x even after i poured out 3/4 of the ice it was still crappy to take it out lol!



BAHHHHH. I GOT IT OUT ANYWAY. HAAA!
heh, anyway, i was fussing over the mussels and all for my food, i had a limited budget tho.
i ordered the seafood ramen, with lots of mussels, "lalas"
then XY ordered the TOMYAM chicken cutlet ramen >:3
HAHAH, SHE COULDNT TAKE SPICY FOOD!!! :PP the pic warned her of the spiciness but nuuuu, she ordered it xDD (strangely mine was supposed to be spicy but guess it wasnt really T.T)
BY 2 mouthfuls she was already turning red LOL. and i was like, uhm, i fear for your drink xDD LOL. BWAH. by 4 mouthfuls her lips looked swollen-y. =o i was thinking of offering to exchange the noodles with her but decided otherwise, thinking ah, well. maybe she likes it and wanna eat it :P
WELL, GUESS WUT!
halfway through (or was it 1/4 left) i offered for her to help herself to my food lols.then she was like, "WALAO! YOU NEVER SAY EARLIER!" LOL!! GUESS I WAS MISUNDERSTOOD BABE, SORRAYE. xD
lols!! i loved her noodles though, it was so... taste-bud killing xDD
HEH HEH.
MORE TO COME, FRUSTRATED CUZ BLOGGER MADE ME RETYPE EVERYTHING!!



looks yummy hm? x3



AND A RANDOM PICTURE UPDATE!!





























AND A NOTE FROM THE SCANDALICIOUS HERSELF:

OKAY, I'M POSTING TODAY. =X
NOTHING much. i'm slacking i guess.
dont noe how many times im sleeping today; reading abit here and there..
then sleep and sleep lah! darn. i think im wasting away my hols!
I NEED A NEW JOB.
i don't know. any one of u guys girls outside see this post whatever;
u have a job to offer, TELL ME SIAAAAAAAH! LOL!!
i need money. -yawn-
dont ask me to find a rich guy though LOL.
i heard that many many times xD
OKAY. i'm going to continue slacking.,
hope i actually find inspiration to go do some chinese later.
CYA!

BOO! PHOTO UPLOAD! I HAVE MORE BUT IM REALLY TOO LAZY ALREADY.