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Monday, May 25, 2009

meh.

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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

HELLO. UPDATED! ._.



I LOVE EARTH DAY :D
A day where we come to save mother Earth, our Gaia =o
though many people actually turned off the lights/electricity on that day,
I AM PROUD TO SAY WE DID!! :D
many many candles were lit up in our house,
though some of the wax kinda burnt onto our *ouch* hand,
we had a nice time poking at it xDD
and it looks super nice!! =o







i love my candles ._.
hehe.
after that, we watched RV (Runaway Vacation) in the dark with no fan LOL!!
SO HOT!! xD i kept getting distracted LOL!
but we managed to finish watching it w/o fan!! x33
heh. a day that we conserved energy eh. :D

OH YEAH! i think it's time to change my blogskin again when i haz the time.
anyone has any ideas? i'll make one..soon ._.
DO TELL MEH! xDD
PLUSPLUS!! I NEED A STUDY AND EXERCISE BUDDY :D
anyone who can help meh please tell me yeah =/
can't really post now, sister is asking me to help her take photos.
she wants to apply for university scholarship and they need her pics /swt lol.
bah, will post another time when i haz the time :D

*CLARA IS SICK OF TUITION .-.*

AND MORE IMAGES!! :D








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9:36 PM


Tuesday, February 10, 2009



HAHAHHA, WELL.
yes, i know i never update, never blog, etcetc LOL!
due to popular demand, i have decided to BLOG. (for today at least lols)
well, starting with ytd i guess =o
heheh, after school i went with XinYi to "ShinTokyo" to eat xD
quite amusing ah, i waited so frickin long for her -.-"
badminton had to take some photos, and i was so impatient to get eating(YES YES, I WAS STARVING!!) hahah.
quite amusing, i was downstairs doing my homework, listening to my mp3, and YOU GUYS popped up. LOL.
i knoww, up till now prolly are neutral(or worse) about me lols.
and its impossible to miss you guys, its such a colorful parade.
well, i wont go in on that lols.
anyways, just nice, my phone rang lols. (oh man xinyi u finally called LOL)
i called her up to 12 times xD or more. hahahahah.
oh well. ~.~ when she finally called i shifted up to the hall to find her xD
wow, waited an additional 20+mins before the last photo was finally taken T.T
i completed 3-4 paragraphs of my homework by then lols xD ahh well.
anyway, by the time we finally got there it was quite late *yawns*




i couldnt resist but to take a pic of this chandelier, its so pretty x3





DAMNIT, BLOGGER DELETED EVERYTHING I TYPED, DUMBASS! AnyWAY. *yawns* pif. she ordered a mango soda, as i said, and i ordered a blue lime one ((: i was thinking of the blue caracao one jimmy and celine ordered the other time, it tasted great xD
FUNNY. i remembered this song from this coming SYF, I LOVE IT!! xD "SOGA VILLAGE CHIEF DIED FROM DRINKING SODA" LOL! HAHAHHAAAAA. it's known as "Japanese Word Game Song" lols, maybe i'll update it when it's nearer to SYF ((:




pretty soda eh. xD she ate them cherry first, i was thinking, haaaa, i'll eat it later xD WELL GUESS WHO HAD THE LAST LAUGH T.T
apparently the fat cherry got stuck under the whole lot of ice after i finished the drink =x even after i poured out 3/4 of the ice it was still crappy to take it out lol!



BAHHHHH. I GOT IT OUT ANYWAY. HAAA!
heh, anyway, i was fussing over the mussels and all for my food, i had a limited budget tho.
i ordered the seafood ramen, with lots of mussels, "lalas"
then XY ordered the TOMYAM chicken cutlet ramen >:3
HAHAH, SHE COULDNT TAKE SPICY FOOD!!! :PP the pic warned her of the spiciness but nuuuu, she ordered it xDD (strangely mine was supposed to be spicy but guess it wasnt really T.T)
BY 2 mouthfuls she was already turning red LOL. and i was like, uhm, i fear for your drink xDD LOL. BWAH. by 4 mouthfuls her lips looked swollen-y. =o i was thinking of offering to exchange the noodles with her but decided otherwise, thinking ah, well. maybe she likes it and wanna eat it :P
WELL, GUESS WUT!
halfway through (or was it 1/4 left) i offered for her to help herself to my food lols.then she was like, "WALAO! YOU NEVER SAY EARLIER!" LOL!! GUESS I WAS MISUNDERSTOOD BABE, SORRAYE. xD
lols!! i loved her noodles though, it was so... taste-bud killing xDD
HEH HEH.
MORE TO COME, FRUSTRATED CUZ BLOGGER MADE ME RETYPE EVERYTHING!!



looks yummy hm? x3



AND A RANDOM PICTURE UPDATE!!





























AND A NOTE FROM THE SCANDALICIOUS HERSELF:


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8:53 PM


Wednesday, October 29, 2008

OKAY, I'M POSTING TODAY. =X
NOTHING much. i'm slacking i guess.
dont noe how many times im sleeping today; reading abit here and there..
then sleep and sleep lah! darn. i think im wasting away my hols!
I NEED A NEW JOB.
i don't know. any one of u guys girls outside see this post whatever;
u have a job to offer, TELL ME SIAAAAAAAH! LOL!!
i need money. -yawn-
dont ask me to find a rich guy though LOL.
i heard that many many times xD
OKAY. i'm going to continue slacking.,
hope i actually find inspiration to go do some chinese later.
CYA!

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5:07 PM


Tuesday, October 28, 2008

BOO! PHOTO UPLOAD! I HAVE MORE BUT IM REALLY TOO LAZY ALREADY.







































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5:46 PM


Okay, I'm sorry guys xD (can't u see i'm just oozing contrite :P)
THIS IS MY POST. (just so you can't say that my blog is dead okay!)
hahah. well. school's out! i mean. sureeeeeee, it is! =X i'm still kinda upset cuz my results totally SUCK. and other than that, my hair's a DISASTER!! D: -pukes- but I guess i'll just have to grin and bear it, mightaswell make the best out of it yup! =X

Watched HSM3 online. (http://www.watch-movies.net/movies/high_school_musical_3_senior_year/) but the quality totally is AWFUL. i mean, come on! u hear alot alot of distortions and whatnot, all the songs seem to be just screams into your ears. guess it's better than nothing. at least i saved $7. xD Earlier i went to pizza hut with Ruiqi, Xinyi, Yoketing, Sylvia, Xuewei and Mewleng. hahah. kinda cool actually. the food's great, the people are NICE :D hahahah. (YES XINYI DONT LET THAT GET INTO UR HEAD. xP) then later the dancers and all came in, and the whole place just got real noisy xD we were laughing and joking abt how we didnt noe all these people. HAHAHH! ohwells! ;d anyway, it was crazy, seeing how much cheese was piled up on everybody's food. ;d supersuper funny YUP! they took alot shorter than i expected (i expected them to eat till tomorrow :X) and there was actually spare time for xuewei and yoketing to go back to school to find nick liu. =X (YES, RUIQI, DON'T SWOON OVER HIM! :DD) anyway, we were joking about where to walk when sylvia waved to us to say byebye. then we were lyk. LOL! we're going the same wayyyyyyyy ya! Don't noe why i had the sudden urge to drink milktea, but i was WAY too full. xD just. CRAZINESS, alright?!

In the morning we had lyk, remedial for chinese. I CAN'T BELIEVE O LVL CHINESE IS COMING CAN!! and it's lyk, next year will be sec 4 and we'll be leaving QUOTES"41 Clementi Avenue 1"UNQUOTE as our DEAREST mr foo put it. (i can't wait to paint the school GREEN siah.) I kept going MEOWMEOW in class and i'm quite sure i annoyed xuemiao :X tho i MUST say! the meow is supercute :D don't noe why she doesn't seem to like it xD she's lyk, supersuper hyper lo. xP and i was just plain crazy. ;d (as usual!)

kinda sianded that i have to work now tho! i don't like that job. it's not that it totally sucks or what, but rather that i don't really have the skills necessary. =X i mean, this job requires you to be able to give a smiley face 24/7, just like my old job and i can't really stand it as i'm. WELL. if you'd put it, not EXACTLY smiley? LOL. maybe even on the dao side. it's lyk, not that i WANT to be lyk that, I never meant it that way, but i do try my best to smile and all. it's kind of an inborn thing though? cuz sometimes when im actually smiling it STILL looks lyk i'm frowning. in a way, i think it's quite sad cuz it doesnt really convey what i feel very effectively. NONETHELESS! i will still be putting in whatever effort i can to get the job done...

it's been so long since you left me, baby. but it's not over. you'll see...
one day you will understand how much pain i feel to watch helplessly while you go, leaving behind nothing but broken promises.

yes. it's in your favourite color.

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Wednesday, June 11, 2008

1. Do you wish to get married?
%Well, if i find the right guy ((;

2. What do you want the most now?
% to be the smartest fella in the whole world! ;D
% to be a super rich pretty gal LOL.
% to be a great friend. ((;
% to shine for God! ;D

3. Who is the person you trust most?
% Jessica, Isaac, Edelyn, Xinting, Yoketing.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
% not ENOUGH. xD

5. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
% I'll get back to you on that o.O

6. Are you satisfied with yourself?
% Hm. Not really.

7. What you hate about yourself?
% that i'm fattttttt.
% tt i ain't smart enough ;x
% tt i've not been a good fren to my buddies :(
% that i do things without thinking beforehand.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
% Only if it's His love. ((;

9. What will you do if your HE/SHE hugged you?
% Who's that? If it's God, i'd hug back ;DD anyone else, it depends xD

10.Who do u wish to see now?
% There are a thousand nd one ppl i wish to seee now. ((;

11. How would you describe love?
% it's undefined~

12. What feeling do you hate the most?
% None. What's happiness without sadness, joy without anger or fear, or trusting and treasuring without regret? hahah.

13. Do you trust every friendship of yours?
% Not really, no. HAHAH. Some friends are just superficial ones, and they aren't those who deserve it.

14. Do you treasure your family?
% Duh. o.O

15. What is the most important thing in your life?
% HM. I'll get back to u on that too!

16. What do you regret most in your life now?
% that would be my deepest darkest secret. ((;

17.WHY ARE U DOING THIS QUIZ?
% Cause i've been tagged. DUH. LOL.

18.Are you happy now?
% happier than i had been ((;

19. Who are the people who have stood by you when you really were at the worst point of your life so far?
% Jessica, Edelyn, Xinting, Yoketing.

20. WHO U LIKE/LOVE???
% Whoever is worth it. ((;

TAGGED:( in no particular order or whatsoever )
EVERYONE! ;D

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10:27 PM


* Longing for love;



I'M NOT TRYING TO BE DAO! -.-"
if you don't like me, just PRESS ALT F4.
i don't welcome you ((;
`CLARAONG
RaWkDeWoRLdLiLGothGaL
THE RYUUKAMIKAZE x3
0608199*
LeoBaby.
BTPS 6faith'05
NHHS one-ohh-siix
NHHS tWo-oH-siixX
NHHS THREE-OH-THREE!
LAST YEAR IN NANHUA! FOUROHTHREE!

* Wishes

to be happy
JUST YOU.
a new handphone.
GO OVERSEAS AND STUDY!!
L1R5=6marks!
N.U.M. BAG!
world peaceee! LOL!;D
more time to enjoy everydayy
to be a part-time model!
a room of my own
endless wardrobe updates
to be able to sms as much as i want.
a black/darkred rose
to be a good friend
6A1; GO ACJC.
new mp3
nice cap
new bikini
to "loiter" at the beach with my friends xD
to stay over at a chalet!

* she loves nd hates;

God. above ALL THINGS.
RETAIL THERAPY!
JESSICA! SHERICA! :D
YOKETING! EDELYN! :D
PUIFANG! XUEMIAO! :D
teh secretive(HAH!) Bal, my beloved bro :D
and Gale, you're loved! :D
`cityharvest!
W263!
sms-ing
chatting
pristontale-ing
ROFOREVER!
freakin out
irritating e hell out of pple

liars
baCKStabbers
betrayers
ppl IGNORING me for lond periods of time.
SMOKERS
(because i totally CANT STAND the smell of ciggs.)
okayy. so i make ONE exception.
NO EXCEPTIONS. unless you prove me wrong.
pangseh-ers.
ultima du boredom.

* leave your loves;




* her darlings;

jessica <3
SHER! <3
xinting
my sis
Chaoyan(ex-BTPSian+jie)
Chang Yen(ex-BTPSian+jie)
Angela(ex-BTPSian)
other blog
atariel
Victoria(ex-BTPSian+jie)
Wei Xuan(ex-BTPSian)
Jing Fang(ex-BTPSian)
Jing Yi(ex-BTPSian+NH 207)
Niwen(ex-BTPSian+kor)
Chen Juan(ex-BTPSian)
Ying Shan(ex-BTPSian)
XinYi(NH206)
Joanne(NH206)
Joey(ex-BTPSian+NH 203)
Grace(NH206)
Wen Xuan(dance senior)
yang yang(dance senior)
LiMin(dance senior)
Judith
Lian Xin
merrien(ex-BTPSian)
yoke ting(206)
rachel(dance)
evelyn(dance)
gibson (NH 206)
liyan (NH 206)
cheng ying (ex-btpsian)
CHARLENECHAN (NH THREETWELVE) xD
vivian
peixian!;p(jr)
chantel!
xuemiao!
hsiehhui
olivia
isaac
ruiqi
Belle

* Credits

Design by: `CLARA/RYUU (a.k.a. ME.)
Brushes: 1 / 2
Pictures: o
Photo-Editinq: Adobe Photoshop

footsteps; left behind

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