i love this song. ;d
"Cinderella"
I used to be your girlfriend and I know I did it well
Oh yes you know its true
You'd call me Cinderella
All you had to do was yell
And I'd be there for you
Here I am
So try to forgive me
I don't believe in fairy tales
Here we are with nothing but honesty
I've had enough
I'm not gonna stay
I'm sorry for running away like this
And I'm sorry I've already made my wish
Oh, But Cinderellas got to go
From time to time I'd try to tell just what was on my mind.
You'd tell me not today.
Come back, do that.
Wheres, Cinderella at...
Was all you had to say
Here I am, so try to forgive me
I don't believe in fairy tales
here we are with nothing but honesty
i've had..enough...i'm not gonna stay
I'm sorry for running away like this 'n i'm sorry
i've already made my wish. Ah, but cinderella's
got to go
i'm sorry just tryin' to live my life
don't worry, you're gonna be alright
but cinderellas got to go.
[spoken]
I used to say I want you, you cast me in your spell.
I did everything you wanted me to, but now i shall..
break free from all your lies. I won't be blind you see,
my love it can't be sacrificed, i won't return to thee.
[sung]
I'm so sorry, i've already made up my mind
[spoken]
I won't return to thee
[sung]
I'm sorry to say, i'm runnin' away now...
don't worry, you will be alright
i'm runnin' away, i've made up my mind now..
your gonna have to let me go
I'm sorry for runnin' away like this, and I'm
sorry I've already made my wish
Oh, but cinderella's got to go
I'm sorry, just tryin' to live my life, don't worry,
your going to be alright!
but cinderella's got to go.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
8:43 PM
ohyes.
nd just to let you know if u ever do chance upon this.
i'm fine. or at least, i will be.
time will heal everything..
dont worry. i wont forget u. ever. hahah.
ur still a close friend to me.
nd i dont treat my close friends badly.
so rest assured!
nd yesh. i will not bring up the topic again.
details of it; i said in msn alr..
alrights?
cheers.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:46 PM
((;
I HAVE MY FIRST LOLITA CLOTHING!
yeah. shopping's my way of destress..
nd i really needed to destress alot lately.
shopping is when crying just doesnt work. ahhah.
and SHOP I DID. HAH.
shop until i broke ;x
i dont even know y im splurging so much.
but anyway, i love lolita!
yeah. my temporary happiness pill.
spent the day with yoketing.
guess i really needed to forget?
forget the pain of it all.
nd enjoy my life to the fullest.
there's so many qns running through my mind.
"WHY did u give me thattype of false hope?"
"why did u talk to me that way?"
"why why why............."
i swear i can lyk, go on forever..
but ranting's not in my list anymore.
it's time to end this;
this endlessly intricate charade.
nd it's time to say GOODBYE,
even if it BREAKS my heart.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:32 PM
my newly made dp..? ;x
I wasn't waiting;
until you came along,
and now i need you,
to tell me where my heart belongs.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
3:08 PM
am sick today ;x
bad sore throat nd developing flu.. ><
must be all that walking nd soaking in the rain..
im confused; yes i am.
anyway;
i wont be online for a long time ;x
since my MOM CUT MY COMPUTER POWER! ugh!
tts so diao luh. wtf.
nd im sian-ded.
JESSICA COME BACK TO SINGAPORE LUH!
lalala~
i want my gothic clothing..
blogshop owner still no reply ;x
zzz...
ohwell..
looks lyk i;ll be back into bed..
im feeling so cold again..
i hate being sick ;x
cuz when i'm wrapped up in ur arms,
nothing else can touch me.
what a wonderful way to recharge..
i feel lyk i can breathe again-
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
2:14 PM
HELLOHELLO.
HAIR "DISCUSSION"~!
This is what i'd love... but...
THAT WOULDNT SUIT ME. sad.
so i'm lookin for more lyk.. this?
AND IF I DYE RED~
lol.. but of cuz.. that is a dream hairdo luh. LOL.
see how oso.. no $$!
;D
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
12:44 PM
why do i still care for him?
hahah. idk?
when u all ask me tt qn,
i jux haf no reply at all?
i haven had any feelings which has changed yet..
maybe some of u think im dumb..
but even so, it doesnt make a diff..
*shrug*
ANYWAYS,
MATHS SUCKS
im STUCK WITH MATHS!
nd i nid to burn freakin midnight oil to get it done ;x
ugh!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:57 PM
seriously. im lyk, weird. o.O
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:55 PM
Found the song very meaningful.. haih.
CREDITS TO
JESSICA since she wanna see her pretty name here. LOL.
Tonya Mitchelle-I don't wanna fall in love
Who needs to feel that way
Who needs those words to say
Who wants to give their heart
To watch love fade away
Cause I made up my mind
I didnt wanna know
Why should I find a love
That isnt here to stay
I wasnt waiting until you came along
And now I need you to tell me
Where my heart belongs
[chorus]
But I dont wanna fall in love
Til I fall in love with you
And you showed me what my heart already knew
(my heart knew)
I dont wanna fall in love
Til I know the love is true
Cuz I need (cuz I need)
You to feel the way I do
When I give my heart to you
Ive seen the tears they cry
When its time for goodbye
I didnt wanna be the one whos asking why
I didnt think that I would ever feel so strong
But now I know that I was wrong
Chorus
Now I believe its worth the chance
To find the love to last (my life) for all my life
Give me a sign so I will always know this love is right
(this love is right)
Repeat chorus
But I dont wanna fall in love
(dont wanna fall in love)
Til I fall in love with you
And you showed me what my heart already knew
(what my heart already knew)
I dont wanna fall in love
(dont wanna fall in love no..)
Til I know the love is true
Cause I need (cause I need)
You to feel the way I do
When I give my heart to you
When I give my heart to you...
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:26 PM
To my friends:
yes, i'm fine.. dont worry abt me..
i'll be alright..
much as i have absolutely no appetite..
nd i wanna puke evrything i eat out..
i dont wanna eat.. i hate the food im given too..
but i'll force myself to eat.. no sweat..
cuz i dowan to end up in hospital nd make u all worry ;d
hahah.. optimistic? i haf nv been tt way.
hurt? of cuz.. but my heart's been ripped out so many times it-
just doesnt matter anymore..
fix it..? yeah. time will.
dont tell me the clara u know is strong, or brave..
im just lyk any other gal inside, comprehez-vous?
it's just what i choose to let you all see..
which isn;t always what's me..
yeah.. im sorry abt it..
but.. tts e way i am..
dont worry; i'll be fine..
i've been through this just as many times as many of u have..
nd im not down yet; ne ce pas?
but; thankyou all for caring.. ((;
ciao; mon cherie..
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
1:48 PM
"P.S. (I'm Still Not Over You)"
[verse 1]
Whats up?
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinkin bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
And I'll put em in a letter
Thought it might be easier
The words might come out better
How's your mother, how's your little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things I wanna know the answers to
Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line
To the story of me and you
[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
[verse 2]
Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that remain since you've been gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Boy it aint easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn't be telling you
[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
Did you know I kept all of your pictures
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
Oh no....
Tried to erase the way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget
[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
1:46 PM
Star-
the wind is shaking the windows, and over my small room,
the stars fill up the sky, shining brightly
too many to count, the stars reassure tired me
they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me
don't be hurt too much..they hug me tight and pamper me
and comfort me, telling me to go to sleep
though I'm exhausted to the point where I can't walk
though my tears blur my vision
I'll still smile in front of my love that I'm not able to get
Even though our happy times were short, I'll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever
My dream is coming. though it is unusual that my one star is bright
it is very bright, even blinding..it comes down to my shoulder
stop being so sad..it holds my hand as it touches me
and gives me a warm hug
though I'm exhausted to the point where I can't walk
though my tears blur my vision
I'll still smile in front of my love that I'm not able to get
Even though our happy times were short, I'll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever
Only for today, I won't cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
8:16 PM
i wanted you..
of all people..
jux you.. diz 1 guy..
to show me they weren't all the same..why? it hurt so much..
someday, i will learn, thatNOBODY will be there, to catch youwhen you FALL.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
8:05 PM
I loved it when you kissed me
Even just for play
I miss it when you leave me
If only for a day
You kissed my sores all better
Made it feel all right
You often didn't wanna sleep
So I loved to talk all night
You pretend I'm not important
It's not in your eyes
But it's cute the things you do
So I don't mind the lies
Let me fall asleep in your arms
Just wake me up at dawn
I miss you like crazy
While you aren't even gone.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:31 PM
Good enough.
Under your spell again.
I can't say no to you.
Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand.
I can't say no to you.
Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
I can't breathe but I feel...
Good enough,
I feel good enough for you.
Drink up sweet decadence.
I can't say no to you,
And I've completely lost myself, and I don't mind.
I can't say no to you.
Shouldn't let you conquer me completely.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
Can't believe that I feel...
Good enough,
I feel good enough.
It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good.
And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall.
Pour real life down on me.
'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough.
Am I good enough for you to love me too?
So take care what you ask of me,
'cause I can't say no.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:56 PM
yeah, jux wat i need huh?
ugh.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:21 PM
