I know I've not posted for a long time man.
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I shall make a resolution to post more hahahah!!
Since now my phone can connect to the internet it actually means I can blog? :D

Anyways it's just so strange how things turned up.
I've loved, I've lost, I've hurt the whole of last year.
It's been a long time too, I know.
You've found someone new, but I can't seem to get over you;
isn't that so cliche?
The other day when you started posting on your msn nick all those sweet things
you wished you could do for her, I realized that it's not so easy to let go.
I kept telling myself that I was letting go, but it's just so hard.
She's....totally a frickin BITCH and she doesn't treat you well.
It's so hard cuz I know I loved you more than she ever has.
Plus she cheated on you, what the hell are you thinking?!
It's so hard for me to be a friend and console you when all I want to do is shake
you until the facts actually SINK into your head.

It's time to let go man.
Here's a song to those who loved and lost and have yet to get over those painful moments:

Elise Estrada – Unlove You

Unfair .. unreal
I wanna tell my heart it’s a quick steal
that’d be one way
to un-love you

Undressed
Unkind
that I can’t you erase from my mind
That’d be another way
To unlove you

Even though my heart is tellin me to stay, beggin me to stay
my self-respect is telling me
I gotta walk away, so

I’m gonna say what i gotta say – do what i gotta do
I’m gonna break what i gotta break – cause you were untrue
I’m gonna hurt
I’m gonna cry
Its gonna tear me up inside
I’m gonna do what i gotta do
to unlove you .. to unlove you

Until
I heal
I wish that i could freeze every thing I feel
that’d be one way
to unlove you

Emotions
Unknown
In fact they’d only turn me into stone
and that’d be, another way
to unlove you

Even though my heart is tellin me to stay, beggin me to stay
my dignity is tellin me
I gotta walk away, so

I’m gonna say what i gotta say – do what i gotta do
I’m gonna break what i gotta break – cause you were untrue
I’m gonna hurt
I’m gonna cry
Its gonna tear me up inside
I’m gonna do what i gotta do
to unlove you .

I’ve gotta look you in the eye and tell the world the biggest lie
What choice do i have
When you hurt me so bad
Wrecked everything we had
so

I’m gonna say what I gotta say
I’m gonna do what I gotta do
to unlove you .


Okay, I promise my next post will be less emo and more about this year. :3