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I HAVE MY FIRST LOLITA CLOTHING!
yeah. shopping's my way of destress..
nd i really needed to destress alot lately.
shopping is when crying just doesnt work. ahhah.
and SHOP I DID. HAH.
shop until i broke ;x
i dont even know y im splurging so much.
but anyway, i love lolita!
yeah. my temporary happiness pill.
spent the day with yoketing.
guess i really needed to forget?
forget the pain of it all.
nd enjoy my life to the fullest.
there's so many qns running through my mind.
"WHY did u give me thattype of false hope?"
"why did u talk to me that way?"
"why why why............."
i swear i can lyk, go on forever..
but ranting's not in my list anymore.
it's time to end this;
this endlessly intricate charade.
nd it's time to say GOODBYE,
even if it BREAKS my heart.